Day 116

Devon left this morning, giving me more time for me to devote to my list lol. I can't believe how well I'm doing. These new pills are amazing. I'm slightly conflicted because I hate the idea of having to use drugs to alter my mood, but on the other hand, I feel so much more put together and calm and collected and most of all, not a big huge mess.

Moving on to list related items, I've completed quite a few recently. I got my website up and working. JenFramePhoto. I have my business cards printed with the correct information and all. I got my car. We ended up going with a 2010 brand new Xterra in night armor. I love it, although as much driving as I've been doing lately I wish it was a little better on gas. It's not horrible on gas, just could be better. We moved into the house. It's all coming together pretty nicely but we have big ideas that may not be feasible to actually accomplish. We'll see. Haley and I might be going to Forks and La Push which will be cool because, ya know the whole Twilight thing but also La Push is supposed to be incredibly beautiful and that's one city knocked out, also I have to go to San Diego in July and that's 2 cities down. Hawaii is planned for as soon as Devon gets back the end of summer so that's 1 more state and the honeymoon knocked out. Then Alaska is hopefully being planned for next summer. Hopefully I can fit Vegas into my San Diego trip then that's 3 states out. Oh, and I finished my 5 foods I've never tried before. And now that Devon's gone, I'll have a lot more time to work on projects and stuff. I bought my Starry Night puzzle so now I'll have time to get working on that.

I hope I can keep taking those pills in order to get stuff done rather than sit around and cry all the time. And hopefully this all will lead me into making some new friends.